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[07 Oct 2008|10:01pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Presidential Debate. ]










I am so in love.  
I wish I could scream it at the top of my lungs to every person I come in contact with. <3
I love you Ryan Patrick.
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[04 Sep 2008|12:24am]
It really bothers me when really fat people go to the Rec to play ping pong.  Seriously, do some fucking cardio.
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[09 Jun 2008|12:44am]
[ mood | irritated ]

I need someone to go to Death Cab withhhh.
ugh.

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[15 Feb 2008|09:31am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Jimmy Eat World ]

This is a complete rant, so disregard if you would like.



FUCK. I am so pissed.  I have gotten in the habit of getting up early on Friday/Saturday/Sunday and going tanning. ( I don't want a speech about how bad tanning is for me.)

So today, I get up my extra 45 minutes early, which is enough time to get there, tan, get home, and still have time to shower and get ready for work.  I get to the tanning place at 9am; keep in mind they open at 8.

I wait out at the desk, waiting for 20 minutes to be put into a tanning bed.
While I am sitting there, I call the phone of the fitness zone around 6 times.

No one comes out to put me in a bed...
I finally go find Mark (that is who was working.)

He first accused me of lying about how long I was waiting and I wanted to tell him to ask the old fucking people who just left.
They were sitting with me putting on their "winter clothes" for a good ten.  Also, ask the girls on the ellipticals.  They saw me standing there for twenty minutes.

Next, he said "just come back later."
Idiot, if I had time later, I would be sure to come back... the reason I go in the morning is because they are open till like 6 on Friday and Saturday nights... I get out of work at 10:30.... it's a 12 hour day for me, both days.  Do they really want to pick this fight with me?

So hooray.  Days that I tan before work, I am in an amazing mood.
Now, I don't have time to tan and I am so grumpy.

This is going to be a sweet 10:30am-10:30pm day at work.

Fuck.

Wadsworth kids, know of any good tanning places besides the fitness zone?

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[13 Oct 2007|09:22pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Sometimes I wish that when people asked me if I was okay and I replied with a yes, sometimes I wish they knew I was lying.  This is one of those times.

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[12 Aug 2007|03:49pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I fucked up.
I hate having panic attacks.
I need more friends.

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[28 Jun 2007|10:18am]
The Tomato burned down...
Yes, it was going to be demolished, but this is a sad day.
The Tomato was so much fun.
RIP Tomato in Denton, Texas.
<333

http://www.dentonrc.com/

It's on the front page as well as a slideshow.
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[17 Aug 2006|08:28am]

I move to Texas in 5.5 hours.
I am yet to sleep.
My laundry is still washing and drying.
I feel sick to my stomach.
I am scared to death to leave my friends.
I hope I can do this...
I am scared.

<333
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[30 Jul 2006|12:09am]
  • I need a best friend.
    Replay...
    I need a true friend first.
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work. [23 Jul 2006|01:08pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

So, here I am at work...
I am training this older lady..
she is probably like 45, and
she has to piss every five
seconds,and doens't do anything.
what the hell?

<333

 

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[02 May 2006|09:55pm]


I wish that you could read minds.
<3333

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[30 Apr 2006|01:39pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | JamisonParker (Like always_ ]


It's my Birthday!!

<3333
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[27 Apr 2006|08:13pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Goodbye my lover ]

So, today I did something for myself.
I picked daffodils that were on the side
of the road &&  It made me happy
to know that for once I was doing something
for myself. :-)
<3333

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[24 Apr 2006|03:13pm]

I never met Anna, but this seriously
broke my heart...

http://www.myspace.com/loving_memory_anna

I called the funeral home to see where
I could send a donation to-- They
are going to contact the family, and
call me back.

Remember to tell every one that means
any thing to you that you love them...
all of the time.

<3333
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[18 Apr 2006|05:59pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]


So today, Laur and I went to Pennsylvania
to look at prom dresses.
I got a dress that I love and
it was much too expensive.
$400.00 well, I get out of
the place, talk to Bodnar,
and he decides to inform me
that he can't go to prom with me.

I really need a fucking date. AHH.
How can one of your "Best Friends"
that is supposed to go to prom
with you, and said that they would
last year even... (It's a long story)
ditch you? Less than a month before prom?
I'm so fucking pissed alkdsj;flaksdfjlk;sa

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[17 Mar 2006|04:40am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Jamison ]

┣ List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
┣ Don't say who they are.
┣ Disable comments.
┗ Never discuss it again

1.) I wish that you would realize the drugs are changing you into a monster.

2.) I seriously wish that you knew how much I wanted to kiss you.......

3.) I'm glad that we didn't have sex, but I still want to.

4.) I hope your next girlfriend loves you for as long as I have.

5.) I wish that you felt like you were able to talk to me, even though you intimidate me with how beautiful, skinny, and easy to get along with you are.

6.) I don't understand why you let guys' walk all over you... they are using you!

7.) I wish that I could hang out with you again... not you and your boyfriend.

8.) I think that you are fake, even after all of these years.

9.) Stop flaunting your boobs, they're cute, but not that attractive.

10.) How did you have sex with me, right after telling your girlfriend how much you loved her, and how you could never do that to her?

<3<3<3LOVELOVELOVE

[11 Jan 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | excited ]

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[11 Jan 2006|12:41pm]
[ mood | excited ]


I LEAVE FOR TEXAS IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS AHHH! I'M SO EXCITED.

<3<3<3LOVELOVELOVE
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[23 Dec 2005|08:19pm]
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[18 Nov 2005|08:38pm]
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Stability |||||||||| 33%
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Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
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Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%
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